I want to feel your presence again.
I don't want to be this person I'm becoming.
I don't know where you are, but maybe the question is: where am I?
Where is the person who I want to be?
Why have I fallen so far from where I need to be?
Why can't I get back to where I once was?
Why can't I just scream your name and find you once again?
Why? I don't know.
Can I get back to you? Always
Will you take me back? Of course.
Do I want to go back? If I can get there.
Do I miss what I used to have? Yes.
Why don't I just go back already? Because I am too weak.
Why don't I ask for help? Because I'm stubborn.
Why don't I just realize that I need you? Because I know I do, but I'm scared to screw up again.
When will I be whole again? ...... sometime?
Will I find you, will I cry out to you? I hope so.
Will you hear me? Yes.
Will I listen to your answer? I hope so.
I don't want to be where I am, but I'm not going anywhere.
Help get me out of this place.
