lying awake.
thoughts hurtling through my mind.
too scared to pray, not enough strength to cry.
change doesn't come. isn't coming.
will come? hopefully
can't sleep.
thoughts of misdeeds and wrong decisions.
situations replayed, choices second guessed.
too late to change the past.
too early to change the future?
drifting to sleep; wait.
got to run through the emotions first.
guilt.
pity.
sadness.
anger.
disbelief.
frustration.
peace?
no. not peace;
exhaustion overwhelms -
sleep comes.
